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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in
R.A.B.'s InsaneJournal:
| Saturday, March 21st, 2020 | |
| 1:18 am | |
| Saturday, October 24th, 2009 | |
| 8:03 pm | You know, we've been here for a really long time, and this doesn't feel like living. It feels like existing. Everything is too small and there's nowhere to go. I feel claustrophobic. Maybe it's just because I work in a basement all day. |
| Tuesday, September 29th, 2009 | |
| 12:28 am | Why do we have to move? Why do I have to live with birds? I liked living with Nott, we shared our books sometimes, it was good! ( Private ) |
| Sunday, September 13th, 2009 | |
| 10:32 am | [Private to people who know that Regulus does not want to be a Death Eater - i.e., close friends] He's here now. What am I supposed to do? What happens if he calls me? I'd have to go, because if I didn't, he'd send Alecto or someone after me. There might be other Death Eaters here too - there are just too many people, and I don't know everyone who followed him in my time, much less in the future. I don't even know what he looks like, as a human being. I think I'm in trouble. |
| Thursday, September 10th, 2009 | |
| 11:58 am | So here is a slightly depressing thing. I see people write all the time that they're having parties and everyone is invited, but I don't know them, so I don't go, so everyone calls me a hermit. Which is almost true. I'm working on it. I remember when Lockewood was small enough that I could talk to everybody. How many people are here now? Does anybody know? |
| Tuesday, September 1st, 2009 | |
| 10:46 pm | And now it's September. I haven't been out of school long enough to not feel weird on September 1, like I've gone and missed the train. But there are no trains here, and people have been in school all summer, haven't they? At least one thing will be nice about Lockewood - it's so small that no one is going to freeze to death this winter walking to work. Bit early to be thinking about winter, I guess, since it's not even officially autumn yet, but I do hate the cold. |
| Sunday, August 9th, 2009 | |
| 3:40 am | Andromeda, I adore you. Sirius, you're an arse. Teddy, I can never ever ever repay you. I HAVE COFFEE. ( Private to Sirius ) |
| Wednesday, August 5th, 2009 | |
| 9:58 pm | It might be my birthday on Saturday. I mean, it is, except that when I left the real world it was November and I got here in March, so really I'm running several months and a few days off, so it's not technically, biologically my birthday. I still expect presents, though. I think that might be nice. |
| Monday, August 3rd, 2009 | |
| 2:32 am | The next time I lose my journal, I'm going to make certain that I haven't run up such a tab at the bookstore that they won't let me get a new one until I'm paid up. All right? All right. |
| Monday, June 29th, 2009 | |
| 4:43 am | |
| Sunday, June 21st, 2009 | |
| 2:59 am | I think there's someone in this house and no it's not Theodore |
| Sunday, June 14th, 2009 | |
| 3:25 am | Where are you going? To death. What will you do there? Die; Nor ever return to this rotten game, Forever and ever and ever the same. Where are you going? To die. What will you do there? Be dead. - Paul Valery I'm not copying this down to be morbid, I promise; I think it makes an interesting point. Life is a rotten game, so far as I'm concerned, but "forever and ever and ever the same"? I think not. This place is, though. It's sort of a half-life. There's no room for promotion or growth or change, in a society entirely controlled by one person where people are punished for dissent. I've noticed a lot of people are starting to chafe about it, and I imagine it will only get worse as the weeks wear on. I've been here for...three months, now? That long? It seems unbelievable. |
| Monday, June 1st, 2009 | |
| 1:46 am | I apologise for...existing. |
| Sunday, May 31st, 2009 | |
| 12:59 am | i made afriend her name is alice she is very nice. i also like whisky it is my friend. sirius is NOT!! my friend. my mother is here i love her. i did not love jail but it was pretty okay. i am so fucking drunk right now you guys. |
| Saturday, May 30th, 2009 | |
| 1:44 am | ...I just wanted to try it |
| Thursday, May 28th, 2009 | |
| 8:07 am | I got tired of jail. It didn't have enough coffee. |
| Monday, May 25th, 2009 | |
| 11:54 pm | I don't like jail anymore. I didn't think she'd take away my wand. Because apparently, I am an idiot. |
| Sunday, May 24th, 2009 | |
| 1:46 am | ( Private to Sirius ) [added later] ( Hexed rather badly private, close friends and family could break ) |
| Monday, May 18th, 2009 | |
| 8:01 pm | I don't sell addictive potions. Sorry, Ms Skeeter, no scandal in my profession this week. Better luck next time. ( Private to Teddy ) |
| Friday, May 8th, 2009 | |
| 3:59 pm | I don't think I'm going to go to the masquerade. I don't like parties, people make me nervous. It sounds like fun, though. I would go if there was coffee. The good kind with so many different sugary things in it that you can't sleep for two days. |